Out of the comfort zone

Remember when awhile ago I wrote about wanting to put my blog out there for people to read? Well, I'm a step closer to that now. Granted, I'm not attracting anyone I actually know. I've become a follower to some blogs and therefore have put myself out there in the blogging community. I truly admire those who have large amounts of followers for their blogs. The risk is that the person's writing, or more so, themselves, is put on the line for criticism. There's no guarantee that anyone will subscribe to my blog but the chance is there. Just the same, I've done my best to remain as anonymous as possible. Not because of shame. I'm just not ready to take the risk of Kindred finding me here.

With that said, I can move on to something which occurred to me last night. I had a dream in which Kindred and I were dating and were out in public. We were walking together glued at the stomach as though we were hugging causing him to walk backward. This was very symbolic to how we were in public. Kindred was always ... I'd say "kissing" me but really they were more like make-out sessions in public places. We were walking this way when I ran into a friend of mine whom I had known when going to school in Hawaii.

When I lived in Hawaii I worked at a Vitamin World and so met many people who were into health and fitness. This friend was one of these who was in very good shape and had large muscles (opposite of Kindred who was tall and slender). I was excited to see this friend and separated myself from Kindred so I could give him a hug. I held Kindred's hand with my left and put my arm around my friend with my right. Kindred was not happy. He went into an establishment to do something and I explained to my friend that Kindred is very jealous but not to let it get to him.

When Kindred returned he confronted my friend aggressively. My friend stood up to Kindred explaining that he is just friends with me and that there was no reason to be unfriendly. My friend then said something that stuck with me. He said, "don't mess with me; I'm Auralian".

When I woke up I googled "Auralian" and found that some believe it is another world. It was very strange for me. Of course, this is not the first time that dreams have provided me with new information. I once had a dream that a boyfriend was cheating on me and when I told him about it he admitted to doing just that. I truly feel I have a psychic connection. I just wish I could use it productively.