One year older

Well, I'm 27! It's kind of hard to believe that I'm just three years away from 30. I wonder how old you are. I think 27 is the perfect age to meet the person you're going to marry though. I'm pretty sure it's how old my dad was when he met my mom. I was feeling a little bit of anxiety about turning 27. My mom gave birth to me when she was 27 and here I am unmarried and without kids. I guess I always thought things would fall into place earlier for me.

Then again, someone once told me that it's wise not to marry before the age of 30. She said that by 30 you know who you are and what you want. The chances of divorce are lessened. Well, I may not be 30 when you and I decide to marry but I'll be close. Of course, I'm not worried about divorce with you. I know how devoted I am and the kind of wife I want to be. In addition, Kristine told me that we don't get divorced so that just supported what I already believed.

My birthday was a lot of fun. Unfortunately I had a little bit too much fun and was sick all of yesterday while I was trying to recuperate. The band at the casino was awesome! I even got some fun pictures with some of the cross-dressers. At one point I went up on stage with my friend Gary and then security came and asked us to get down. Lol, it was pretty funny.

When I was staying with Allison a couple weekends ago she told me about one of her customers. She's in her forties but full of life. Allison told me that the woman is always excited when it's her birthday. I found this mind-opening. Birthdays should always be celebrated. For some reason our society has put a limit on when birthdays stop being "fun" and start meaning "old". I decided at that moment that I'm never going to embrace "old"; I'm always going to love my birthday. After all, life on this earth should be celebrated and that was the day it all started for me.

I think that attitude had a lot to do with my birthday turning out well. You already know how I feel about the power of attraction and positive thought. I had just never applied this to birthdays. For some reason as people age they tend to give their birthdays less and less admiration. They tell people under their breath that it's their birthday and say that it's "no big deal". It's a shame! I hope you feel the same way. We're going to make a big deal out of your birthday too =-)

Wow, can you believe that March is almost over already?! I'm really hoping we meet before August. The Lambs have asked me to housesit for three weeks in July and their house is incredible! I would love to have you there with me then. Still no word from Peder since his phone call almost three weeks ago. That's a really good sign. I truly believe my actions may have moved everything up in time. Well, we'll see soon enough.