Following a dream

So, I've been in school pretty much my entire life. I'm looking forward to graduating with my M.S. degree in just four short months. I really love psychology, I do. But, I'm starting to think that I may be destined to follow a different path. I know this happens to so many people. They go to college, spend a small fortune and earn their degree and then turn around and do nothing with it. I've always questioned those people and honestly never really understood how they could spend so much time, money, and effort on something they end up not using at all.

I've set a goal to have a private practice someday and I still believe that to be true. Whether that be in an office setting or through online counseling, I'm not really sure right now. However, what I would really, REALLY love to do...write. I truly believe I have been blessed with words and how to form them into meaning that tells a story. I think I could be a successful writer if I set my mind and heart to it.

I do have the beginning of a novel that I started some months ago. When I met Kindred, my story went on the back-burner. I have recently taken interest in it again and enjoy thinking of story lines. My Intuitive Life Coach told me that I would complete my book. She said it would take longer than I anticipated and that I would struggle some to get it published but that I would reach that goal. BUT, it is important to mention that she also said I have the ability to change this. If I want, I can put my mind to it now, look into publishing companies now and begin my journey early on so as to lessen the struggle later and in the end, combat the issue altogether. That's the wonderful thing about psychic insight...it is a guide but not set in stone. I can still decide to make a change to the things I am told.

As far as meeting my husband in August, the only thing I can fathom changing about that is hoping it to happen earlier. But, I'm doing what I can to draw him closer to me by thinking about him and the life we will soon have surrounded by positive energy. As for my book, I can do the very same. I really have some wonderful ideas for my story.

I've already decided who to dedicate it to. My late paternal grandmother loved writing. She was always writing poems and we would make up stories together. She passed when I was twelve years old. Many times I wish so much that I could have her present in my life now; what an extreme impact it would have on me! Anyway, my first book will naturally be dedicated in her honor. I believe my writing ability was gifted to me from God and then supported and nurtured through the talent which my grandmother shared with me. I know it will make her proud, even if she is no longer on Earth with me. I know she watches over me.

I love you Grandma!