Every man's worst nightmare to hear those words, "We need to talk". Well, that's what I proposed to Kindred this morning. Since Wednesday I have been receiving texts from him that are like we are dating again. I've been really confused. I finally asked him (via text) this morning what all this means to him. His reply, "I still care about you. I would love to have u in my life". Now I know what he's hoping the make-out session Wednesday means. He wants to get back together.
I can't deny that it's somewhat tempting. There are lots of things I miss about him and being lonely is never appealing. BUT, and that's a huge BUT, I know he's not the one for me. I don't want to get back together. That would just prolong going through a break-up again later and I take the risk of changing the sands of time by pushing my husband-to-be away. I need to keep my heart, mind, and soul focused in the right direction.
Finding "Him" means more than anything to me! I refuse to do anything to jeopardize that. It won't be an easy conversation to have with Kindred but it's something I know I have to do. I just hope it doesn't create any kind of animosity between us.
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