Yesterday really turned out to be a great day with the girls. I can't even tell you the last time I've spent time with girlfriends like that. I forgot what it's like to really hang out with friends. I was so happy that S. and S. (I know it's confusing but both their names start with "S") got along so well. We all had a great dinner together and shared a bottle of champagne. We were planning on going to a movie after dinner but got so involved in conversation that the time flew by. Needless to say, we missed the movie. So, we decided to head back into town to play some pool. The establishment was pretty much dead aside from a couple of creepy guys who took notice of us and attempted to recruit us into playing doubles in a game of pool with them.
We ended up playing one game by ourselves, doing the best we could to avoid the creeps and then returned to the house I was sitting. We sat up all night drinking, and talking. For the second night in a row my head didn't hit a pillow until after 3:30 AM. The sleep deprivation was worth the experiences we shared though. It really was a terrific Valentine's Day. I mentioned before that my last "stag" Valentine's Day was worth celebrating. Well, I feel that was accomplished and I wouldn't have wanted to celebrate with anyone else. It was perfect!
I did hear from Kindred yesterday. He told me that he wants to bring me the frame he made for me. It matches another one which is already hanging in my office. He had told me on the "Brief Encounter" that he was still making it for me. I knew it was only a matter of time before he would bring it to me. So, Wednesday after work he is bringing it out to my house. But, that's not all we talked about.
He mentioned that he received my email with the video link. He wasn't able to watch the video because there weren't any speakers but he told me he planned to do so. Then he said something kind of random, "I hope I didn't upset you." I was confused and he said that he meant through texting. I admitted that my feelings were hurt the other day but that I was fine now. I don't want to write everything that was said but he really opened up and told me how he wishes things had been different between us and that he loves me. It's pretty confusing considering he didn't want to tell me he missed me just a week ago because he didn't want it going to my head and now he's telling me he loves me?!
What I think is that he felt guilty after receiving my email. I had sent it quite awhile ago and he knew he hadn't been that nice to me between when I sent it and the present. There is so much to analyze with him and so many, many games! I really don't know how Wednesday will go but in my heart of hearts I truly believe it would be best to sever all contact. It's very difficult for me to focus on meeting my husband-to-be with Kindred throwing out so many mixed signals. Hmmm, I guess I'll know more come Wednesday.
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